I came home from work this evening to find a note on the breakfast bar from my mum, her father (my grandpa) has been taken ill again. He had a stroke and a heart attack all in one go, in the early hours of this morning. Ma drove down to be with my granny as she can't drive to the hospital to be with him as it's two town and 60 miles countryside inbetween.

I've never been one to flaunt my faith, I am a Christian and I do go to church from time to time, but I haven't felt all that close to god in the past few years; although I did believe at one point in time and I'd like to think that there is an ounce of something believable still ingrained...

So I'm praying... and I would appreciate it, if you believe, even a hint; you could pray for me, for him.. it's taken me years to comprehend how much family means; I still want to learn so much from him; so even though I don't feel that man in the sky right now, I'm praying...











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