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i miss you.. by devils-horizon i miss you.. by devils-horizon

_____i miss you..
"if only you could see, just how much this is killing me, maybe you would be kind not cruel and see just how you've been treating me. if i pray then maybe one day it will be okay and you and me will be just as happy as we always intended to be..."

All words and text in this piece were written by my own hand (thought you could probably tell cause it's so crap!)
This is what really happened between my best friend and I. It's not the full story, I'm not quite ready to divulge that much information yet.
I miss her, Christmas time sucks without her :cries:
i don't think she would feel the same way though, she seems to be having a tremendous time fucking with my emotions!

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Typography and Design copyrighted to devils-horizon aka. Vicki Clarke 2008.
Do not use without prior written permission!

*// butterfly textures no longer on the internet
Idea Inspiration: i hate you - no. 1 || i hate you - no. 2

:bulletblack: :bulletpink: Fonts Used:
Times New Roman
Minion Pro

:bulletpink: D A I L Y D E V I A T I O N :bulletpink: :bulletpink: :bulletpink:
21st December 2008
Thank you so so very much for this award, not only have I been totally blown away by how many people have favved this work, but by the amount of comments that have flooded my inbox. I cannot begin to thank everyone for this, I was completely stunned when the fav marker went over 1000 but now I'm even more amazed as the favs keep coming.
Thank you xx
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Daily Deviation

Given 2008-12-21
From the suggester: Whether torn from conflict or brought together through love, I can never say it with enough words, but *devils-horizon has certainly brought my thoughts one step closer. Everything happens for a reason. If it's not okay now, it will be okay in the end. i miss you.. by *devils-horizon ( Suggested by simonsaz3 and Featured by arhcamt )
Maclover6 Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Anjinho-07-11-00 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2015
 my feelings are all related in this wonderful work, congratulations! we try to get over this pain but it's really hard, we need help but we don't look at our side because we are worried, looking for the person that we miss.
Anand-Swaroop Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015
Very creative!!!!!Love this.
Cucumba1 Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
My girlfriend told me that I won't be able to see her till after christmas or 2-14. I don't know WHEN in 2014 though. ;_; Go... one day feels like one year. T^T
JEricaM Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
akirawasmyname Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
my best friend and i had a ffight and never made up. she died before we could make up. its been almost a year since she died and it only now seems like its real. cause its now that i wish she was here so we could laugh and cry together again.
though its not really the same i still miss her. great work.
whitejasminewinds Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2012
lovely!! <3
chino5294 Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2012  Student Artist
my friend moved.... me and my three friends were close and 2 moved the third is saying she might move... great... what am i going to do they are my friends cuze the other ignore and hate my guts it seems. that art iz amazing...
im crying cuze i miss her. but this is good thats how i get over it. if i dont i frorget her face like my friend in kindergarden,at leaset i have the year book i only keep it to remember her face.
SlendyBeth Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2012  Student Artist
I love it.
cookie-monster126 Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
oh i thought it was lyrics! you wrote that?
ILoveMyGhostGirls Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
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ILoveMyGhostGirls Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
....... that took me so much time.... it was supposed to say ''I love it'' in periods.... and it didn't work... :'(
devils-horizon Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Well bless your heart for trying anyway :) Thank you x
Nicolaas-G Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2012
Absolutely stunning, emotive and beautiful
levinsight Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2012
i feel the same way...
FallenDanceAngel Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You made me cry :sad: I have the same problems with my best friend as you have/had. I'm really sorry for you to hear :(
I hope you and your bess friend talked about it :)
I love this picture very much :)
credfield57 Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2012
would like to see again but the ony problem is for me translate it to Russian.
NikoDraw Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
OMG how long did it take??
DorkPony Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
You just said every single word my heart is feeling right now.

Did it ever get better?
AzureDemonGod Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011
This is hard to write, and i'm not even sure how I can to this image, but i fully understand. I feel the pain you're talking about as the person I love is also being (Seemingly) as cruel as she can be to me. :( If you need to talk, i'll lend a shoulder to lean on and an ear to listen.

I hope things get better for you, at least one person who feels this kind of pain should get better :( at least i would hope so.
animefreakout8 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2011  Student General Artist
How did you make this? Cause when i tried, it didnt have a preview image. did you make this?
animefreakout8 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2011  Student General Artist
Plus, this explains what happened a few weeks ago.
Ryroherewego Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2011  Hobbyist Interface Designer
I'm so sorry :( I know the feeling...was she a friend you wanted to be more than a friend? Don't answer if you dont want to :)
yxTbl Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2011   Digital Artist
i like this very much!
Nana-Shin Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2010
Explains what I'm living atm...

Wish she could love me again...

Nice piece, it's awesome and full of feelings...^^ I like that!
Insane-Magnolia Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2010
This is one of the most absolutely perfect things I've ever seen...
Beautiful-Wrath Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
this is amazing
majace Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2010  Student Digital Artist
It's a beautiful typography, but what I really love about the piece is that you have written it from your own thoughts and emotions.
That gives it a special touch.
TaraSilke Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2010
This is an amazing piece of art!!! Its so beautifully complex and full of emotion - Incredible x
Silverfin101 Featured By Owner May 25, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I can relate...
xxAshixx Featured By Owner May 6, 2010
that was... amazingly beautiful.
seriously.. i can relate to that so flipping well, it's crazy.
i'm sorry that it happened...
whoever this chick is, she must be crazy.

i hope you're feeling better now. considering it's been a while, i believe?
Aurrum Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2010  Student Photographer
=( 10/10
FreakyLaurent Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2010  Professional Photographer
Touching I say !

. . . Sigh
TheSweetestDownfall Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2010
I'm sorry that you had to feel this way. I know what it's like. You conveyed so many emotions, I'm just left so speakless.
I can finally see some of the words that were missing in my story.
sheeshy Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2009
I began reading this and almost wanted to stop because it was kinda hard but then something struck me, this is almost exactly what happened to me. I can totally relate dude and this piece almost brought tears to my eyes because I feel like you pretty much summed up my life in the last few months.

Thanks for this piece, I love it.
Butterfly-Logic Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2009
Wooooow. It's scary how much I can relate to this. Exactly the same thing happened to me with one of my "best friends". I worshipped and adored her, I would've done anything for her, and she threw me out like trash after leading me on and making me think that maybe, just maybe, I meant something to her after all.

I know this is probably an old deviation of yours and this doesn't really apply to you anymore, but still ... I couldn't help saying something. And I'm so sorry the same thing had to happen to you; I feel your pain 100%. :heart:
ananthm2k5 Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2009   Interface Designer
WOW !!!
the same thing happened to me ... and i did not know what to do ..
i don't know if i am being selfish or something but knowing that someone else out there went through the same thing makes me feel less lonely :)
lethalxrose Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2009
This was a very beautiful picture. I love your words and and the image :] I'm sorry that this happened to you, but if it helps I can relate. Really relate. As I was reading this, I felt like i found someone who understood. Exspecially the line about being two faced. And the closing sentances. It's all very real.
mim304 Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2009   Photographer
Wow! This hits so close to home for me right now! I'm so sorry you had to go through this. I know the pain you feel. I'm glad you're able to work through it with this beautiful piece.
CapiteCensi Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2009
Bleh. You said it-
I'd go through hell and back to get my Ex back to me~
xxladyemyxx Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2009
i know how you sucks
DeviantDuality Featured By Owner May 22, 2009  Professional Photographer
Featured in my journal. :) [link]

XxforeverlonelyxX Featured By Owner May 20, 2009
featured! [link]
devils-horizon Featured By Owner May 20, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you!! =) :heart:
XxforeverlonelyxX Featured By Owner May 21, 2009
you're welcome :]
no-salvation-88 Featured By Owner May 8, 2009
Aw that sounds really sad. And I can realte to it too. It took me a while to realise she wasn't worth it, and I hope you can too. You sound like a decent person. I hope you'll be able to move on ok :blackrose:
radibioinfo Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Great text, love this work.
JackxTessa Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2009  Student General Artist
I get it.
My love hates me, because my friends prank call him, and I can't have them stop.
I'm hated for things I cannot control...
But... Worst of all...
I still love him.
I love him more than anything.
Even more than my lifelong friends,
and that's what hurts.
devils-horizon Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
:blush: I'm sooooo sorry for the mega late reply!
Apologies; and thank you so much! :heart: :blackrose:
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